Me or Her or Them

11c'lk


Listening to every Disney song that I can get my hands on because that dumb feeling of wanting to be in love is coming up again.

Pocahontas... Hated her for leaving John Smith

Thumbelina.... The Prince was cool but he was frozen half the movie

Anastasia.... My favorite love story of all time

Boy sees girl when they are kids, and they meet again in the distant future. Neither of them remember each other and it becomes fate that they are together. Yet instead of riches, dreams, and things. They both let that go for love, that four letter word.

*Sigh*

You want to know how much of a dope I am for love.... *Whispers* I'm saving my first kiss. Don't tell anyone because most of the people I know think I'm this sort of wild cat in bed. I even egg it on a bit but in deep truth sometimes, I have dreams of princess, knights, pirates, and far away lands. The weird part, I always play the man that saves the woman. I laugh that even in my dreams, I want to do the saving. To be the princess but I'm the one that saves the prince from...... A dragon? Or maybe his serious job?

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Every love story that's been written over, over, over, over, again. The same men play the love interest sweet, kind, sarcastic, funny, rich, and amazingly intelligent on the subject the girl loves. Such wonderful bullshit that pulls at my heart strings.... Then my mind comes in and kicks my heart ass, reminding me that the world isn't dramatic place that wants to allow dreams to come true. Its a bloody battle of Good and Evil.


So who I am to escape this harsh reality with my prince charming. In fact he is actually a egotistical pig who only cares about himself, wants me to pop out a bunch of kids, cook, clean, and stay at home. All the while he cheats on me with my best friend or my sister. <-------- TRUTH OF THE WORLD

...... Not my truth, the world doesn't know this but I have the secret of finding my true love. A soul mate, a true loves first kiss, or my man blanket.

Yes, I know Disney didn't leave any room for those who weren't of the Anglo Saxon blood or look. It didn't leave room of anyone because no one looked like those characters. No one is ugly, no one is pretty, no one is fat, no one is skinny. These are all made up words in the English language used to place everyone into made up categories.

But those females that challenge these thoughts are less then acceptable to be placed into society. In other words, I must look like quasimodo or igor behind this computer screen.

*Double Sigh*

Maybe I do and maybe I don't.... Yet I can tell you this,

I love philosophy, theology, God, music, dance, writing, reading, art, photography, kickboxing, crying, rainy days, being myself, gaining weight, kissing my dog, ice cream, weird smells, Gene Kelly movies, not watching tv, sniffing things, white roses, science, thinking, suits for women, God, cartoons from the 90's, and did I say God.

And from all that, see if you can guess my weigh, breast size, and eye color. Or maybe guess, that I am human and that's all you need to know.

Goodnight

Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.Albert Einstein